The Burden

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 "Why was my burden so heavy?" I slammed the bedroom door and leaned
 against it.  Is there no rest from this life? I wondered.  I stumbled to
 my bed and dropped onto it, pressing my pillow around my ears to shut out
 the noise of my existence.
 "Oh God," I cried, "let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake
 With a deep sob I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed the
 blackness that came over me.
 Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its source:
 the figure of a man standing before a cross.
 "My child," the person asked, "why did you want to come to Me before I
 am ready to call you?"
 "Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that... I can't go on. You see how hard it is
 for me. Look at this awful burden on my back.  I simply can't carry it
 "But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens upon Me, because I
 care for you? My yoke is easy, and My burden is light."
 "I knew You would say that. But why does mine have to be so heavy?"
 "My child, everyone in the world has a burden. Perhaps you would like to
 try a different one?"
 "I can do that?"
 He pointed to several burdens lying at His feet.  "You may try any of
 All of them seemed to be of equal size.  But each was labeled with a
 "There's Joan's," I said.  Joan was married to a wealthy businessman.
 She lived in a sprawling estate and dressed her three daughters in the
 prettiest designer clothes. Sometimes she drove me to church in her
 Cadillac when my car was broken.
 "Let me try that one."  How difficult could her burden be? I thought.
 The Lord removed my burden and placed Joan's on my shoulders. I sank to
 my knees beneath its weight.
 "Take it off!" I said.  "What makes it so heavy?"
 "Look inside."
 I untied the straps and opened the top.  Inside was a figure of her
 Mother-in-law, and when I lifted it out, it began to speak:
 "Joan, you'll never be good enough for my son," it began.  "He never
 should have married you. You're a terrible mother to my grandchildren..."
 I quickly placed the figure back in the pack and withdrew another.  It
 was Donna, Joan's youngest daughter. Her head was bandaged from the
 surgery that had failed to resolve her epilepsy.
 A third figure was Joan's brother.  Addicted to drugs, he had been
 convicted of killing a police officer.
 "I see why her burden is so heavy, Lord. But she's always smiling and
 helping others. I didn't realize..."
 "Would you like to try another?" He asked quietly.
 I tested several.  Paula's felt heavy:  She was raising four small boys
 without a father.  Debra's did too:  a childhood of sexual abuse and a
 marriage of emotional abuse.
 When I came to Ruth's burden, I didn't even try.  I knew that inside I
 would find arthritis, old age, a demanding full-time job, and a beloved
 husband in a nursing home.
 "They're all too heavy, Lord," I said.  "Give back my own."
 As I lifted the familiar load once again, it seemed much lighter than the
 "Lets look inside" He said.
 I turned away, holding it close. "That's not a good idea," I said.
 "There's a lot of junk in there."
 "Let Me see."
 The gentle thunder of His voice compelled me.  I opened my burden.
 He pulled out a brick.
 "Tell me about this one."
 "Lord, You know.  It's money.  I know we don't suffer like people in some
 countries or even the homeless here in America.  But we have no
 insurance, and when the kids get sick, we can't always take them to the
 doctor.  They've never been to a dentist.  And I'm tired of dressing them
 in hand-me-downs."
 "My child, I will supply all of your needs... and your children's.  I've
 given them healthy bodies.  I will teach them that expensive clothing
 doesn't make a person valuable in My sight."
 Then He lifted out the figure of a small boy.  "And this?" He asked.
 "Andrew..." I hung my head, ashamed to call my son a burden.  "But,
 Lord,he's  hyperactive.  He's not quiet like the other two.  He makes me
 so tired.  He's always getting hurt, and someone is bound to think I
 abuse him.  I yell at him all the time. Someday I may really hurt
 "My child," He said, "if you trust Me, I will renew your strength, If
 you allow Me to fill you with My Spirit, I will give you patience."
 Then He took some pebbles from my burden.
 "Yes, Lord," I said with a sigh. "Those are small.  But they're
 important.  I hate my hair.  It's thin, and I can't make it look nice.  I
 can't afford to go to the beauty shop. I'm overweight and can't stay on a
 diet.  I hate all my clothes.  I hate the way I look!"
 "My child, people look at your outward appearance, but I look at your
 heart.  By My Spirit you can gain self-control to lose weight.  But your
 beauty should not come from outward appearance.  Instead, it should come
 from your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit,
 which is of great worth in My sight."
 My burden now seemed lighter than before.
 "I guess I can handle it now" I said.
 "There is more," He said. "Hand Me that last brick."
 "Oh, You don't have to take that.  I can handle it."
 "My child, give it to Me."  Again His voice compelled me. He reached out
 His hand, and for the first time I saw the ugly wound.
 "But, Lord, this brick is so awful, so nasty, so.....Lord!  What happened
 to Your hands?  They're so scarred!"
 No longer focused on my burden, I looked for the first time into His
 face.  In His brow were ragged scars -- as though someone had pressed
 thorns into His flesh.
 "Lord," I whispered. "What happened to You?"
 His loving eyes reached into my soul.
 "My child, you know. Hand Me the brick. It belongs to Me. I bought it."
 "With My blood."
 "But why, Lord?"
 "Because I have loved you with and everlasting love.  Give it to Me."
 I placed the filthy brick into His wounded palm.  It contained all the
 dirt and evil of my life: my pride, my selfishness, the depression that
 constantly tormented me.
 He turned to the cross and hurled my brick into the pool of blood at its
 base.  It hardly made a ripple.
 "Now, My child, you need to go back.  I will be with you always.  When
 you are troubled, call to Me and I will help you and show you things you
 cannot imagine now."
 "Yes, Lord, I will call on You."
 I reached to pick up my burden.
 "You may leave that here if you wish. You see all these burdens?  They
 are the ones that others have left at My feet.  Joan's, Paula's, Debra's,
 Ruth's.....When you leave your burden here, I carry it with you.
 Remember, My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
 As I placed my burden with Him, the light began to fade. Yet I heard Him
 whisper, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you."
 A peace flooded my soul.
 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you
 rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and
 humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is
 easy and my burden is light."  (Matthew 11:28-30)
 You can do it